Saturday, August 31, 2013

'Who I Am' 10th Year Anniversary by Bongani Mdakane


I can’t help but be nostalgic when I hear the opening bars on RJ Benjamin’s signature song “C U In My Dreams.” It seems like just yesterday when he came into our lives through that very song. It’s hard to believe that it’s been 10 years.

Many people, myself included were convinced that RJ Benjamin was an international artist. As brilliant as South African music was and still is, RnB/Soul music was a “largely underdeveloped” genre at that time.  To our utter shock the artist responsible for the song was not only South African but also a white man! The world had seen its fair share of Blue Eyed Soul, but not South Africa.

“C U In My Dreams” was the break through single from RJ Benjamin’s critically acclaimed “Who I Am” album.  A poignant ballad about regret and self persecution. People took an immediate liking to the song.

 Looking back, “Who I Am” album couldn’t have been released at a more unlikely time. The year was 2003 and the climate in the local industry was not the most accommodating for Soul singers.  One can argue that it still isn’t but the situation was worse 10 years ago. It is no secret that House, Afro-Pop, Afrikaans, Gospel and Kwaito music are the most popular genres in South Africa.  This gives one a sense of what a risk it was to release an album like “Who I Am”.  It became South Africa’s very first Neo-Soul album.

One thing you can’t miss about the album is how organic it is. Live horns, live drums and so forth on a record.  Mainstream RnB music had not sounded organic in years globally. It had to take albums like D’angelo’s “Voodoo” and Maxwell’s “Urban Hang Suite” (amongst others) to steer RnB back into that direction.  Picture an album like that in a country where Soul music was still a largely obscure genre.  Despite the odds the album was faced with, it definitely got the attention of the music industry. Admittedly, “C U In My Dreams” was the obvious favourite, but other tracks on the album enjoyed a reasonable amount of airplay,  including RJ’s “out of the box” cover of English Rock band Oasis’ “Wonderwall”.  RJ stripped that song of all its rock elements and clothed it with Horns, a slower tempo and a funky bass lick. I STILL use this song as a yardstick of how cover versions SHOULD be made.

RJ Benjamin established himself with “Who I Am” not only as singer but songwriter and producer. All the songs on the album were written by RJ himself. Apart from “Cry” and “Play Around” RJ is credited with the production of all the songs on the album.  He would later go on to write and produce for artists like Lira, MXO, Aya, Pebbles, Gift Gwe to name but a few. There seems to be a general consensus in the music industry that RJ Benjamin is the ‘go to guy’ for the production of Soul albums.

“Who I am” is the quintessential local Neo soul album, and it would see other albums gradually follow suit. South African audiences slowly began dissociating RnB/Soul music with the USA and embracing it as their own. This is the album that “tested the waters” for RnB/Soul others acts who would soon follow.

It’s inconceivable to look at the strides that Rnb/Soul genre has taken in South Africa without considering the profound influence RJ Benjamin’s “Who I Am” had on the industry. 10 years later it’s still viewed by many as THEE album to beat.
Bongani Mdakane